I’M STARTING TO MISS YOU EVEN YOU’RE STILL HERE

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I said, “I can’t”

You replied, “We can”.

I am this clingy one.

I want you all around.

I want your touch.

I want your hugs.

I want your kisses.

And reality strikes us..

We’ll be growing apart.

Anxiety strikes.

My heart aches.

I can’t help my self from crying.

And crying, and

crying

I miss you already.

At Church

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The sermon goes,

“We all have that one demon

in our lives

that we should

learn to love.”

He suddenly stares at me.

He laughs.

I laugh.

I punched him.

He smiled back

and laugh again.

Until at the end of the mass

We can’t stop laughing.

Journal: My Biggest Miracle

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So I had returned his laptop before my day began. Never thought he would give me my favorite doughnuts.

I was so kilig. Seemed all the butterflies flew in every direction felt like the first few dates we had. Ughhhhh.

I’m beyond blessed with my person ❤

I remembered last week when we had our fellowship at school. Pastor said to pray for miracle and raise our phones (I didn’t know why we had to do it but I did haha)

When I checked my phone after it, there is a message. It was him replying he was already waiting for me at the mall.

Maybe God had this message that this man would be my biggest blessing.

Little ways from our Lord to talk with us.

Blackhole

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‘Tis a bit rough lately.

Our universe

the stars crash’d,

lost its align

ment-

I lost my grip.

Then I thought of you,

I went back from the start.

Asked one simple question:

How grateful am I with you?

I will never ever let you go,

I said.

If your imperfections hurt me sometimes,

Let me bleed for you.